Prayer of a Suffering Penitent.
A Psalm of David, for a memorial.
1
O LORD, rebuke me not in Your wrath,
And chasten me not in Your burning anger. 2
For Your arrows have sunk deep into me,
And Your hand has pressed down on me. 3
There is no soundness in my flesh because of Your indignation;
There is no health in my bones because of my sin. 4
For my iniquities are gone over my head;
As a heavy burden they weigh too much for me. 5
My wounds grow foul {and} fester
Because of my folly. 6
I am bent over and greatly bowed down;
I go mourning all day long. 7
For my loins are filled with burning,
And there is no soundness in my flesh. 8
I am benumbed and badly crushed;
I groan because of the agitation of my heart.
9
Lord, all my desire is before You;
And my sighing is not hidden from You. 10
My heart throbs, my strength fails me;
And the light of my eyes, even that has gone from me. 11
My loved ones and my friends stand aloof from my plague;
And my kinsmen stand afar off. 12
Those who seek my life lay snares {for me;}
And those who seek to injure me have threatened destruction,
And they devise treachery all day long.
13
But I, like a deaf man, do not hear;
And {I am} like a mute man who does not open his mouth. 14
Yes, I am like a man who does not hear,
And in whose mouth are no arguments. 15
For I hope in You, O LORD;
You will answer, O Lord my God. 16
For I said, “May they not rejoice over me,
{Who,} when my foot slips, would magnify themselves against me. 17
For I am ready to fall,
And my sorrow is continually before me. 18
For I confess my iniquity;
I am full of anxiety because of my sin. 19
But my enemies are vigorous {and} strong,
And many are those who hate me wrongfully. 20
And those who repay evil for good,
They oppose me, because I follow what is good. 21
Do not forsake me, O LORD;
O my God, do not be far from me! 22
Make haste to help me,
O Lord, my salvation!